So.. what’s love?

问人间情是何物，直教生死相许？

天南地北双飞客，老翅几回寒暑！

欢乐趣，离别苦、是中更有痴儿女。

君应有语：渺万里层云，千山暮景，只影为谁去！

横汾路，寂寞当年箫鼓，荒烟依旧平楚。

招魂楚些何嗟及，山鬼自啼风雨。

天也妒，未信与、莺儿燕子俱黄土。

千秋万古，为留待骚人，狂歌痛饮，来访雁丘处。

Edited: November 19th, 2009

Vicks

My blocked nose just won’t go off. Blardy hell.

Sometimes, i just wonder, does people take things seriously when it come out of their mouth? I mean, not that I do most of the time but at least for those important ones, when I said it, I mean it. But what about the others? Do they think the same way as I do? Honestly, I doubt so. Crap, my emo status is back again. I just can’t help it because there are too many things that happened which made me start thinking.

I hope all these things could just come to an end. Or else, it’s gonna trouble me like forever. And I mean forever. Sigh.

When I look into other people’s life, I just find mine so disgusting and disappointing. I guess what goes around comes around.

Life is just so screwed. Fuck.

Edited: November 7th, 2009

Sickness

Time flies. Now we are in November already. It’s the last second month of the year 2009. Well, guess i should start writing a post to recap on the things done within this year. To think about it, my life has changed quite a lot comparing to the previous years. I guess some friends of mine should know what I’ve been doing recently. And come on, to those people, if clubbing is the first thing that came into your mind in regard to the things which I mean I’ve been doing recently, you should totally go and die. Like seriously. -.-

Anyway, this year has been kinda tough for me. In many ways. Be it studies, relationship, friendships and many more. Guess I’m not going to list much things for now yet. Till the every last month, then I should do a recount.

Anyway, weather has been bad recently. So peeps, do take care of yourself and drink more water. Make sure you don’t fall sick yea? Heard that the second wave of H1N1 is back again. It sound like a man made kind of thing to me. Because when the vaccines are ready, here comes the H1N1 again. Isn’t it more than coincidental? Hmmm. Whatever it is, everyone just take care of yourself.

I just learned something from the doctor yesterday, blocked nose causes extreme headache. haha. When I tilt my head forward a little, my whole face and forehead will feel the intense pain. Like totally intense that can almost kill. But I guess it doesn’t apply to everyone yea?

Last Saturday went for a party and the theme was Halloween since it was Halloween night that day. Wanted to dress up as well but was too late to think of what to dress up as and also where to get the costumes.  I didn’t regret attending the party because it was really interesting to see all the different kind of ‘Ghost’ we have during that night. Of course, there are many who didn’t wear according to the theme but it was somehow just a cosplay night. haha. There are knights, devils, angels, pumpkins, mavel heroes and etc. It was pity that I didn’t take pictures with them because I don’t get to see all these people around often. Guess I should dress up next year as well.

Anyway, below are some photos took that day with those peeps that we met at the club.

Me &WJ

Mask

Group photo

Those are just some of the photos took during that event. I’m kinda drowsy now because I ate the medicine and I’m supposed to be sleeping but here I am trying to complete this post first before I go to bed. Recently have been really stressed up by a lot of things. Not just school work which consists most of it but other things as well. These resulted in me having anxiety that causes insomnia. zzzz Not to mention, my illness that came along. Sometimes, I feel that like is just stuck up. When everything was good, something bad just have to come. crap.

I think I better go to bed now already. Goodnight earthlings.

Edited: November 6th, 2009