Fragile, it’s just so fragile.

I guess Love is not the only thing that’s complicated; friendship too. It’s just so unexplainable and unpredictable of what kind of things that will take place in a friendship. Sigh. I’m just so disappointed because all along, before those things took place, I thought you guys are someone who are trustworthy but after all, I’m wrong, so wrong to the extend that I’m feeling that I’m so so foolish.

I’m not afraid of what you guys will be gossiping about after I wrote this post but I hope you know who you are and what I meant. All along, the things that we shared and told each other I guess I’ve got no choice but to suspect on which are real and which are made up stories now. To you, you might think that it’s just another normal friend or senior or whatsoever, but to me, I take every friendship seriously.

I can even put my pride aside to apologize to friends whom I have not spoke to for years due to some silly reasons  and hope to start things over again when I left Secondary education because I believe there’s no such thing as overnight anger. No matter what kind of unhappiness or arguments we had in the past, I will leave it behind as time goes by. I don’t know why you people can’t do the same. Or maybe it’s just that I’m too despicable that there’s no such room for forgiveness or whatsoever. But I’m sure I’m not the only one in the wrong because it takes two hands to clap and definitely both must be in the wrong to have cause any arguments.

Whatever it is, I guess there’s no need to explain much. It’s just so fragile and unexplainable in every single way. What I can do now is to wish you people good luck and all the best in your future endeavors. May god bless you.

Edited: February 3rd, 2009